Posted on

What You’re Noticing

you see the cracks in my facade
the airs I’m putting on
I didn’t think anyone was watching
but there you were
noticing my mascara smudging coal
my sparkling salty accessories
they match my rhinestone bag
carrying the pills I’m chasing
with the bubbly apathy
and we can carry on
carry on these conversations
about politics and things that
someone said mattered once
we can keep our pieces of life in boxes on their mantle
and you are noticing me, crumbling on this velvet slab
sacrifice to good taste and socialites
they’re talking fashion and I’m casing their medicine cabinet
you’re looking me up and down as I down that morphine dessert
cheesecake and opiates
stick the needle to the bone
catch my vein and cause a scene
let them see what they’ve been missing
what they overlooked before
before they saw what you were seeing

About deadendemily

Emily lives in Austin, TX. She has a minor in chaos and a major in spray paint. She likes Vincent Price and ABBA. She enjoys being covered in fake blood and writing horror stories. Most of the time she just hopes that her cat is not plotting to murder her, her cat being a minion of Satan and all. They would never suspect the cat.

Leave a Reply

Fill in your details below or click an icon to log in: Logo

You are commenting using your account. Log Out /  Change )

Google+ photo

You are commenting using your Google+ account. Log Out /  Change )

Twitter picture

You are commenting using your Twitter account. Log Out /  Change )

Facebook photo

You are commenting using your Facebook account. Log Out /  Change )


Connecting to %s